Luke 13:6-9 NASB
And He began telling this parable: "A man had a fig tree which had been planted in his vineyard; and he came looking for fruit on it and did not find any. And he said to the vineyard-keeper, 'Behold, for three years I have come looking for fruit on this fig tree without finding any. Cut it down! Why does it even use up the ground?' And he answered and said to him, 'Let it alone, sir, for this year too, until I dig around it and put in fertilizer; and if it bears fruit next year, fine; but if not, cut it down.'"
For two years after our house was built we didn't have a lawn. The house ended up costing more than was expected and so we had to save up to complete the work. Last fall we finally planted the lawn.
We fertilized the lawn in the spring and I expected it to take off but it didn't. Instead it barely grew and began to take on this unhealthy looking yellow colour. This became even more obvious when my neighbour fertilized his lawn and there was this stark difference in the colour of our lawns. Added to this problem was we have a small strip of unfinished lawn at the back of our yard near the back fence that is full of weeds. The weeds were spreading out of that area into my sparse, unhealthy, stunted lawn.
Now I know we're supposed to pray for great things like healing for a friend, for God's will in our lives and for the peace of Jeruraslem but sometimes I catch myself praying for trivial things like for God to remove the weeds from my lawn. I'm not talking about dandelions and clover I'm talking about horsetail and thistles and weeds I've never seen before.
The way God answered my prayer was to tell me that the weeds are growing because there is room for them, there's room for them because my lawn isn't growing, my lawn isn't growing because it's not healthy, its unhealthy because its starving.
This made me think about my spiritual life and the question that my pastor asked in a sermon.
"Are you stunted or are you growing?"
This was a really good message for me right now because I was feeling a bit stunted and if I think about the root cause it was that I wasn't reading God's word enough. I was spending too much time doing other things. I'll give you a picture that I shared in Kid's church some years ago. We set up a glass of water in the sink and I let a few drops of food colouring fall into the glass.
Can you imagine what that would look like?
If you want to get that colouring out of the water without dumping the glass of water I am only aware of one way. I was hoping to find a drop of some chemical that would instantly change it clear again but as far as google is aware that chemical doesn't exist.
We put the glass under the faucet and ran clean water into the glass. It takes a lot longer than you might think to change that water to clear again.
The question I have is if I account for the hours in my day and the days in my week how much time do I spend putting things in my heart that are not helpful and how much time do I spend reading God's Word and in prayer?
Do not be conformed any longer to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is, His good, pleasing and perfect will - Romans 12:2
Guard your heart for it is a wellspring of life.